Beautiful man

One day I know you’ll change the world
Because you changed me
You made me understand love
All sacrifice expecting nothing real love for another person

I hope you fly
I hope you realise your potential in this life
The time I was blessed to spend with you taught me more than you’ll ever know

But I’m not the world
I thought you were my world but the amount you’re fighting back maybe I was wrong

Even now when I think of your face and the way you look at me I want to cry
Maybe that’s a cliche but they exist for a reason and not many people are lucky enough to experience anything like this

I’m too much for you and I see this now
As much as I hope for you I hope I meet somebody who’s enough for me
Because I’m human and we all need love and I see now some people have to work harder to find it

You really are the most beautiful person I’ve ever met
So raw but innocent and there’s just no words

I wish you’d just look into my eyes one more time
Just to know you’re next to me makes me feel everything’s alright
Nothing more nothing less, because that’s my alright

I’ve talked to you so much about how I want to see you fly
I hope you do fly but right now I can’t help feeling a little bit bitter
I gave you more than I ever thought I could give anybody and what have you given me back?
No I didn’t expect anything but that was because I didn’t feel I had to

Part of me thinks **** you but that’s too cliche
A scorned lover
But this was SO MUCH more than a cliche
It was two souls meeting beyond all chance and time and fate and borders and language and just everything
Because we were destined to meet, there’s nothing else to it

But now I’m questioning why
Maybe it wasn’t for the reasons I thought and I know you thought
You’re still lost and that KILLS me
And I know I could make it all go away in no time at all
But you keep fighting us
So I need to accept that there’s a reason
Maybe we’re destined to be together but maybe we’re not
I feel like you’re destined to change the world but maybe you’re not
This is holding us both back and I see what you were saying now


It’s so hard to let you go my beautiful man
You made me the man I am today
But maybe you’re not my man
And as much as that kills me I need to accept it
There’s no other way to put it
I could try writing for years to find the right words to make it feel better but the ending is the same
Right now you don’t want me. And who am I to judge anybody

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